Do you wish my heart would stop?
Do you wish my world would drop?
Did you think my life would end?
Did you think I would pretend?
Are you mad because you’re hurt?
Or you just miss all my support?
Did you wish I’d disappear?
Lose my focus or my steer?
Did you wish I’d end with you?
Well, the opposite is true.
Must be scary to watch me grow
Into someone you don’t know…
Must be painful to desire
A woman you can’t acquire…
You can toss and turn all night,
Threaten me with all your might
Peace has never left my heart
Never faltered, not a part,
Must just hurt to wonder why
you wanted me yet didn’t try,
Must be restless in your sleep;
wishing I was one you’d keep;
Yet I’m not, so wonder not…
You had a chance and missed your shot.